sickness in my soul

can't you hear me! I'm falling in the rain it's girls in white dresses sleeping before all the stains on the sheets oh therapist please fill a void there's a sickness in my soul and I don't know but I've been told it's uncurable There's a darkness in my heart slowly tearing me apart it's unbearable Dearly beloved are you listening I can't remember a word that you were saying are we demented or am I disturbed the space that's in between insane and insecure nobodie's perfect
and I stand acused for lack of a better word and that's my best excuse