Hey Carly (Reprise)

I invited myself as an author
To write shit on your page
So watch out for my fucking spells
'Cause I'm a fucking mage

Feel my fucking rage
I'll set a fucking stage
I'll say "fucking" eighty times
'Cause it's fucking nice to say

Hey Carly

I'm posting on your blog
Sitting like a frog
Bitches ain't diggin my shit
'Cause I'm a damn boss hog

And fuck that fat hoe,
Name of Brittney
I'm fuckin high on Bobby and Whitney

Feel my words?
Dig my shit?
I'm no bird.
Take a hit.

sosri

A man said to the universe, "Sir, I exist!" "However," replied the universe, "the fact has not created in me a sense of obligation."

living

can't you hear me death?
feel me calling your name friend?
no, you must suffer.

You can't tame a girl with a gun in her hand

I don't love you I'll leave you in a week as I leave every room and tricky love to speak I fill their head and they say nothing but lies so I'll hold you over the fire promising my heart never cries.. You're so nice and you're so smart you're such a good friend I have to break your heart I'll tell you that I love you then I'll tear your world apart.. just pretend I didn't tear your world apart.. You can't tame a girl with a gun in her hand it's what they wrote about me in the sand I've been loved and I've been used cut wide open scarred and bruised I'm unbreakable! I think I'm gonna die today and everyone who's hurt me's gonna pay.. Have you ever had bad dreams? all I had were bad dreams... I feel so free as I fulfill my destiny and I hear my name somewhere out on the horizon My heart goes cold I feel a hundred years old as I started pulling back on the trigger See me! Hear me! But don't touch me You should fear me Lived your life dearly 'Cause I'm seriously disturbed I found another one to play sucker because I'm not the one who put shade in your sun and took all your shine Watch me get mine!! Feel my love burn me for my sins watch the world turn the cycle begins losses and wins angels and sins dancin on top of the head of a pin I don't know where I'm going but I know where I've been I can't hear a sound after I shot the full round and I think I'm gonna die today cause everyone who's hurt me's gonna pay

Feel this

I need you to feel this.. I need this to make me whole.. 6 angels go away the devil read my head today I'll never hear a word you say promise I will find a little solace and some peace of mind whatever just as long as I don't feel so desparate.. I wanted you to know of all this feels strange and untrue my body aches and I feel cold and I'm getting so tired and so old I fell from these liars cause they don't read my soul they just want to steal my fire.. I walked until I bled I just wanted to hear what was said Heaven and Hell both denies for my soul Went with him and there everyone dies.. I smoothe the peaces and I sold the pretty don't tell me what was meant by the hatred that you spent I heard the mournfull cries from sin within singing out as the bible lies Cold in the dirt and all alone is my friend tell me if noone has a heart they can lend I'm done with these liars They are all around me my soul is existing I feel it on fire .. don't leave my side I'm dying alone.. doing what I can I can't do a thing ..I whisper I need you to feel this I need this to make me whole release this side of me.. so you can witness the brightness of my soul

unconditional

the other night as I lay sleeping I dream You held me in your arms ..but as I awaken I find I am mistaken I hold my head in my hands and I cry .. I've known you forever we fell apart the forces caused us to sever .. you told me once you'll always love me and noone could come between but now I left you to love another i shattered all of your dreams.. You'd always love me and make me happy if I'd only stay the same but if I left you And loved another I'd regret it all someday.. In all your dreams I seem to leave you when you awake your poor heart pains so I'll come back and make you happy if you'll forget babe and take all the blame

my ever loving baby

everybody's gone in the cotton and the corn didn't leave nobody but the baby
your daddy's gone away and your momma don't stay gonna leave nobody but the baby
You're a sweet little baby honey in the rock and they surly don't stop gonna bring a bottle to the baby don't you weep pretty baby she's long gone with her red shoes on you and me and the devil make three don't need nobody but the baby go to sleep little baby come your born on the hour past the storms and be my ever loving baby

sickness in my soul

can't you hear me! I'm falling in the rain it's girls in white dresses sleeping before all the stains on the sheets oh therapist please fill a void there's a sickness in my soul and I don't know but I've been told it's uncurable There's a darkness in my heart slowly tearing me apart it's unbearable Dearly beloved are you listening I can't remember a word that you were saying are we demented or am I disturbed the space that's in between insane and insecure nobodie's perfect
and I stand acused for lack of a better word and that's my best excuse

it's too late..

metal mountain bloody path calico cantle sithe and snath swingin on a corner like swingin on a gate better get to your own before it's too late.. kiss me baby kiss your darling lay my head upon your chest throw your loving arms around me I am weary let me rest ..Seems the road is swiftly fading riders sing they do now show I am standing by the river angels wait to take me home.. through the years you've always loved me and my life you tried to save but now I shall somber sweetly in a deep and lonely grave..

I got a brand new pistol baby

In my dreams I'll be awake my soul and silence screaming for my sake
Can you hear me I'll grind the porcallan that makes me shake
I dance with sorrow I seek your grief I am the soul they call your thief
bleeding these thoughts all over my sheets fire and brimstone baby they fill the streets
It's our turn to decide who lives and who dies now answer the lies it's time to get up!!

Eyes Wide Shut

Eyes wide shut my broken dreams peiced together with your ungranted wishes

the puzzle stays together only by the strongest of our wills

one slip the peices rip through the thick veil of skin covering the longest entrancing moments

we choose this our night of sacrifice and suicide and it will stop this pain

clocks tick as time stops with every bead of blood that leaves through the sting of death

you lock my jaw so I can't talk words spell out a prayer to the God of false hope

you're too late to save me now I dwell amongst those with damned souls

no choice of heaven or hell Eyes wide shut this puzzle is worse than hell

in love and in debt I fell unloved now and before dead alive and unread eyes

now everyone dies and noone cries belonging always different

Eyes wide shut I promise

Dreamless Drifter

What is a man without a dream

But a follower of mind

Walking in a circle but making a straight line

Hearing nothing to say and having nothing to hear

When he looks at himself he sees nothing in the mirror

He wipes the dirt from his feet

And the water from his head

But when he wakes to find himself

He's only sleeping in his bed